I try to smile, but the smile you see is fake. Its only in the picture. Iv tried to keep this blog up for a while but its a heavy burden right now. I might have to take a break again as real life is not playing the same game as I want to play.
My boyfriend vanished in to a dark place this summer and I havent seen him since. I have cried a river of tears and the games and blog has been my rescue and distraction. But I have come to a point when I am too tired to go on blogging (i will continue playing Elder Scrolls Online but not as often maybee). I am quite sure I will be back, I always land on my feet sooner or later, but i dont know when as I am too tired to think right now.
Be safe and take care of each other <3