I got a telephone call my father was about to die, and symbolically I died in game as I went blank for a while. My guild isnt used to me dying in the Library, as im a healer, so my group were baffled. I didnt have the stamina to explain to them at that moment so I blamed a RL friend calling me *she never stop talking*.
But I got resurrection, he didnt. He died tonight. Even If the relation wasnt of the close kind he was the reason for my and my childrens existence. So he was kind of important to me anyho.
I dont want you to feel sorry for me, this is life and he was not young at least. Just so u know I might be slightly off balance for a while. Last 2 years has been too many deaths in my family and among my friends and loved ones. I want it to stop, I need some light in my life now.